Everything you see in this carrd is fake. This is written for the characters in my au. Written by Mark. Thank you.


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Fifth Number

Rating: kind of sad, sorry... to whoever sees this. This one was tough, this memory was hard to let go of.

➝ The entire time, I swear... I had been trying. But, he told me I couldn’t stop. He told me to live in the moment, to try, or he’d leave. And I didn’t know how. So, he left.


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Water, Sitting, Throwing Rocks, The Bridge.

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✰ This location is one of the most memorable ones to me. I learned a lot here, I even came back here after Jaehyun and I fell out of touch.

✰ We haven’t spoken in a long time, and it truly hurts, I suppose. But, how can it not? He was my best friend. I kind of figured we would grow up together, stay friends until we were both married and old. We promised that to each other.

✰ Jaehyun told me that I couldn’t continue to live so forward in my life. He told me that I was just creating some sort of false narrative for myself — that it was bad for me. He was right, and I know he was, but I don’t know why he left me there at that bench. I don’t know why he told me that my views on life were so out of perspective that he couldn’t be friends with me anymore.

✰ Nonetheless, I worked on it. I began to see life in different kinds of ways. I started to think that maybe Jaehyun was also one of those moments. Perhaps he was meant to be in my life for just that period of time, nothing more. He helped show me that I shouldn’t try and hold onto moments and rather, I should live in them.

✰ I do much better now. and I suppose I have him to thank. But still, I would come here and wonder... where are you? Why did you have to go? I don’t know. Sometimes it’s hard to think about friends I have lost. I know he’s probably well, and I shouldn’t do anything else about it. But, the caring feelings inside me want to reach forward to be sure he’s well. Jaehyun, I hope you are well.


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